Monday, April 30, 2007
The good and the bad of this is that you feel a little more. You don't want to hurt other people, even when you are hurting a bit yourself.
I remember when I was 10 and my Papa took me into his doctor's office to remove these thingys from my feet. He made sure to numb them so much that I wouldn't feel a thing for weeks. Everytime there would be the tiniest bit of blood, he would get nervous and warn me not to look, not to look. Which of course meant that I looked. Which of course made him more nervous. Even though he realistically knew that I couldn't feel anything, the thought of causing me any discomfort hurt him. I am pretty sure the entire procedure was harder on him than it was on me.
Friday night I cancelled dinner plans with two friends in favor of staying home and sleeping. I was worn out, tired and it came down to keeping these plans and possibly losing it mentally or keeping my sanity and possibly losing two friends.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
6 days and counting until she is no longer mine. Soon she will be inhabited by someone who will never truly appreciate her red wall, her antique glass door knobs and the darling claw bathtub that has been with her since the beginning.
#504 was my first 'big kid' apt. It was just her and I against the world. But this is not goodbye, we will always have the memories; the late night dance parties, the wine-fueled giggle fits, the hangovers on the couch, and the ocassional overnight visitor.
Au revior mon cherie!
Friday, April 27, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
(yes, I did whine in the middle and make cfab pedal the rest of the way for me)
Then Mr. Glow was kind enough to organize a night of Drag Queen Bingo. I was determined to leave a big winner,
but from these pics the only winners that night were the boys
and the queens who got the boys to take off their shirts.
that's ok though. I wasn't really sure how I was going to get my "prizes" through customs anyway ;)
This is pretty much what my face looked like when I realized that I had forever deleted my old blog.
But no worries, it was just a little temporary vaca, nothing permanent. And now it is back to all of the delightful randomness.